Megan | 18 | Non-binary Genderqueer
They/theirs pronouns | College Student | Aspiring Costume Maker | Diehard Minnesotan
Marvel - Costumes- Fashion - Stuff
I’m in one of those moods when I feel incredibly photogenic, but I know there is nothing I can do to do myself justice.
All the sudden I just feel incredible exhausted. Mostly due to the day to say stresses of my job, but even just being around my co-workers is starting to feel like work.
I’m certainly not the most popular one in the office, but I do my best the engage with everyone to varying results.
I think once again my age betrays me, I am the youngest one in the office by at least 2 1/2 years and I don’t share many life events/experiences with them.
When I talk I can sense them starting to not care or get bored so I mostly keep my mouth shut.
The worst part thou is that there are three sister who have been there for over a decade, another girl who has been there a long time, a pair of twins with one who had been there for four years, and a guy who is 21, therefore falling in with the 22 year old twins much easier.
I feel like I am occasionally being treated like a child not to be trusted with certain things, even though they let the other newbies (the guy and one of the twins) go ahead with them.
I just wish I knew how to better fit in, it might just being impossible for me though.
That being said, I really do enjoy the work. I have messed up a few times and have had coworkers scold me for easy and easily prevented mistakes, but I can understand most as they tend to occur in periods of high stress on us all.
I just hope as I get older and hopefully continue to be hired I can weasel my way in better with the others, even if it means casually talking in a non-one-sided conversation.
In glad to be here, but will also be glad and relieved once it is all said and done.